A part of me badly wants a child. I am so ready to have a baby I can call my own.
A part of me is still not ready to divide my attention and time to Hilmi. He is all I want to focus on now. It's been close to a year and I can never have enough time with him.
Hilmi, on the other hand is keen with the whole idea of having a baby, although he's not realllyyy in a rush for one.
"Saya okay je, just tak puas honeymoon lagi lah"
Perhaps it is best to not over or under expect it. We will just wait and see.