Thursday, August 25, 2016

51

A part of me badly wants a child. I am so ready to have a baby I can call my own.

A part of me is still not ready to divide my attention and time to Hilmi. He is all I want to focus on now. It's been close to a year and I can never have enough time with him.

Hilmi, on the other hand is keen with the whole idea of having a baby, although he's not realllyyy in a rush for one. 

"Saya okay je, just tak puas honeymoon lagi lah"

Perhaps it is best to not over or under expect it. We will just wait and see.

Monday, August 15, 2016

50

I have been staying at the library from 10 to 10 on weekdays, that I decided to take a break on weekends. So I set up my workspace downstairs at home and by downstairs, I mean on the couch. Zero productivity. (Who am I kidding? It's weekend and on the couch.)

It was Sunday and we usually go out on Sunday mornings. Hilmi suggested for us to go to a nearby car-boot sale. So I closed the lid of my laptop halfway, put it aside and off we went.

By afternoon, we reached home. I wanted to lie down for a while before preparing lunch. And then it happened. As I was lying down on the couch, the back of my head hit the corner of the laptop, hard. I felt a sharp pain.

Hilmi was just right next to me and asked if I was okay. It hurts really bad, you guys. I wanted to cry. But I always try not to in front of Hilmi.

He asked me again "does it hurt?" that I could not help it but to wail like a baby. I nodded and cried at the same time. I think he got panicked because he has never seen me crying because of physical injury. He rubbed the back of my head and checked if it was bleeding. Thankfully it was not.

I stopped sobbing after 3 mins and immediately said "well that was embarrassing. I was such a baby".

That's how I got the huge bump on the back of my head.

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

49

37 days to submission date!!!

Blog on hiatus. Life on hiatus. Everything SHOULD BE on hiatus. #postgradlife

Layter.

Thursday, June 9, 2016

48

Guess who's back in Malaysia? 


Yes, me. The lady who wished to spend few weeks fasting with her family but will be back just in time for Eid in the UK. (It'll be my only year to celebrate Eid abroad!). We managed to squeeze some time for a weekend gateway before entering Ramadan. Nothing beats some quality time with the support system.

Not even a year abroad and I'm home. Hehehe

Ramadan kareem!